Herstory Beads

Roxanne Swentzell Tower Gallery, Pojoaque, NM

August 2023-March 2024

Installation - Multimedia, handmade paper beads, vintage fabric, audio, abalone, & vintage beads

Her/Story Beads is an installation created from the many reports, names, data, research, and most importantly, the personal stories of the people directly impacted by the many injustices that continue to plague our peoples.  Whether this is ongoing immigration, MMIWR, Boarding Schools, police brutality, or women survivors sharing stories, these are all results of ongoing colonial oppression and genocide.  By addressing these issues in the transformation into prayer beads I am able to take it off the paper and create a tangible experience for the viewer. This guidance through the work of making prayer beads - the first of which date back to 100,000 BC - can be used to address colonial and other oppressive narratives as an act of personal empowerment. It is from our own history,words, images, and worlds can we reshape and reclaim our connection to spirit.  With the creation of beads from these sources, I am determined to create another way of telling and holding our stories as prayer. 

Over the past decade  I have read these many reports and then I meticulously cut paper strips into the size of the bead that will represent this story and I pray in ceremony for what I am to learn, hold, and share so that I can be stronger advocate & handle my own trauma, and I have discovered the  sharing into something tangible to be held and carried as part of the energy needed to understand how I can bring awareness, advocacy, and honoring to our ancestors whether in this realm or the others, so that with each bead, I am contributing the healing flow of my own generational trauma. It has been in this process that guidance is revealed on how I am to represent and hold these stories to share with the community and bring not only awareness but the feeling of reclamation that can occur through the process of rolling each bead. 





Anagoptan/To Listen (Dakota)

Awarded the Justice Through the Lens of Native Artists Initiative by the First Nations Development Institute Spring 2023

Metal vintage megaphone 10 x 5 ½ inches dimensions, hand rolled beads, white buckskin, porcupine quills

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A sculptural piece made from handmade prayer beads from the pages of the MMIW Report released by the Urban Indian Health Institute in 2018. After learning the statistics and stories of the survivors, Tara Trudell made prayer beads that address the need for more awareness

and action. She is intent on creating ways to stimulate the needed dialogue to talk about these statistics. She hopes to honor the work of all involved in bringing this vital information to our families and communities. The report is very triggering and by honoring the women who represent these statistics, Tara sits in ceremony and offers collective healing energy in the process for the survivors, the families, the communities, and the ancestors.

The porcupine needles at the mouth of the megaphone are a reminder of the pain, danger, and harm that many of our women and girls face by speaking out and not being supported. This is the difficult path of accountability within our own communities we must address and overcome.

Holding Baby Star Ancestors with Roxanne Swentzell 2023

Holding Baby Star Ancestors with Roxanne Swentzell:

Hand rolled paper beads from the report with Roxanne Swentzell sculpture, Mother Holding Grief.

An Exploration in Global Ethnic and Cultural Cleansing by the Saginaw Chippewa Indian Tribe Ziibiwing Center Of Anishinabe Culture and Lifeways.  This is a brilliant and vital resource that I rolled into these tiny, as I call them, ‘baby star ancestors’ beads. I do this to honor our boarding school ancestors and the continual survival of our future generations to understand and dismantle the past that continues to threaten us today with a sense of helplessness and sadness. With each roll of a bead, I am allowing myself to transcend time and history to connect with our ancestors ‘before harm’ entered their world. This guide is powerful and painful. It is necessary to learn the truths as well as continue the dialogue of healing as well as honoring the impact of our collective source of remembering our power as people. The beads allow this to be a tangible and sensory experience as the energy is taken in and processed by all who are willing to remember a time before colonization came to our land and peoples and brought this harm. These beads are to uplift this important resource and to honor the work of all involved in bringing this awareness and action.

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